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Date: Monday, March 30, 2009
have not been updating for some time now. ever since we had that talk. cos i dun wan u to feel tat im blogging for a motive okayy? (:
hmm. indeed things are sort of better between us now, do you agree? at least for now it is. mm. we've been laughing n talking nicely these few days, studyin tgt sometimes like we always did.. i knw ur trying v hard not to hurt me.. i can feel it. i do. thanks girl. i really appreciate all that you are doing now, and i really treasure u alot. and of cos, im trying hard too. i admit i am paranoid at times, but thats cos you're really too impt to me alr, that its so hard to control at times, esp when u dun tell me things.. but im learning to respect your decision on this yea? (:
after the small talk that we had over dinner, i am glad to know tat i still hav that important place in your heart. its really heartwarming to hear that you know.. and the feelings that you told me you felt, about how you feel that im not being 默默在你身边, i cant say u're totally wrong. but you are wrong in a way. hahax. i admit i did try to like shun away at times, but thats cos i felt that i was hindering u and ur life in some way, and i felt that perhaps, that person is a better choice than me...perhaps thats the result of feeling inferior bahx. but i am still staying by your side. im still here. im still your bao. im still the one you can rely one and depend on and look for whenever u need someone. im never gonna leave you alright? 我会一直在你的身边的！okay?
youarestillthemostimportantpersoninmylife.
loves.