Don't touch the baby

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Date: Friday, January 23, 2009

cui is all i can say for today's game.
so freakin disappointed in myself.
where's my confidence?
i dunno.
just totally lost it.
thou we won, i still cant get pass the disappointment in me.

mmm.
sweetie.
u wanna know when im happy?
im happy when i see you smile to me.
im happy when you are giving me that laugh where noone else in the world can do the same cute expression.
im happy when you are by my side.
im happy when im looking at u.
im happy when we're studying tgt.
im happy when we're out tgt, even if we're doing the simplest things like waiting for the bus.
im happy when you show me care and concern that cant be compared to anyone else's around me.
im happy when you call me baobao.
im happy when you lie on my shoulder.
im happy when you're near me.

im sad when we quarrel or argue.
im sad when you push me away.
im sad when you start thinking things that ive told u time and again not to think, cos you always end up pushing me away and be fierce to me :(
im sad when i throw tempers at you.
im sad when im not your centre of attention.
im sad when i cant meet your standards.
im sad when we cant do what we want.
im sad when i make you sad.

and im gonna miss you so when im away.
really dun wanna live these 3 days without u.
sighs.
are you gonna miss me?
i hope the ans is yes baby (: