Don't touch the baby

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Date: Friday, February 8, 2008

all 3 movies down. :)) all 3 are nice! but i think cj7 was the best ba. kf dunk and ah long pte ltd were more of entertaining.

whenever im at amk hub, i cant help but keep looking around every now and then, with the hope that the person im looking for might walk past me or might be in one of the shops there. but well, i only end up in utter disappointment every single time without fail. perhaps we're really not fated to meet ba. hmm.

is it because valentine's is nearing thats y this whole thing is bugging me again. tears just gush up into my eyes whenever i think about it or whenever the car drives past those places. why is it so difficult, when i thought it could be easy? and surprisingly this has been the most difficult ever since, though it should be the easiest. RAAHHHHH.

and the worst thing is, i have to keep all these to myself. i cant talk to anyone about this, cos noone understands. one would just joke about it and say im crazy and stupid, another would get angry and say im stupid too. yea i think i am stupid huh?

this is really tiring me out.