Don't touch the baby

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Date: Saturday, January 19, 2008

thanks for totally ignoring me. and i mean totally. it hurts, but i guess u did it to make it easier for me to let go. instead of replying my smses and answering my calls to make me feel that there's still hope, u dashed all my hopes by choosing to hurt me this way. i should really thank you for that. and i really mean it. im not being sarcastic. but i really wonder, how long would it take for the wound to recover, whether a scar would remain. after all, this is smthg ive been wanting for a good 6 mths or so. and its also the first time i did all those stuff, just to get what i want (but to end up in total failure).

in the midst of all these crap going on in my life, there's this one person, special-est of the special-est to me, who has stood by me and accompanied me throughout, and i really want to thank her. min, i know ive hurt u, i know ive been really selfish, i know ive been a total bastard, but believe me, i didnt want all these to happen. i know u understand me and all the crap im going through. thanks girl. :)

imissthatphonecallthatwehad.
butiknowthatitwontcomebackagain.

i just have to accept tt this is just another phase of my life.
growup, kid.