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Date: Friday, January 18, 2008
blogging in the office is really a good way to occupy myself when im super bored. haha. and to keep my blog alive at the same time. killing 2 birds with 1 stone. (:
went back school ytd to have seniors vs juniors match. havent played like that for ages la. i really miss the feeling of competitions. the feeling of a hunger for victory. the satisfaction of getting the ball into the hoop and getting the possession of the ball from the opponent. though i really miss all these, i doubt i'll be going back to competitive basketball again, for now at least.
and i lost control of my emotions in sch ytd. wtf. sorry girls, esp boon krist yeuai and germ. i guess i scared u guys. haha. i understand that the 'extra' thing was a joke. but it just affected me somehow i dunno why. perhaps im just tired of listening to all these 'extra' crap nowadays. i just seem extra everywhere i go. plus i wasnt in the best state of mind ytd. so i just couldnt control myself. really dui bu qi. (: but the lucky thing was i could vent everything on court. getting myself tired, pushing myself to win, makes me forget everything outside the court. and i think the girls are really improving bit by bit. keep it up girls and top4 will belong to saints this year ya. :) and lets pray for jesslyn's recovery. hehe.
so the most i can do when im thinking of her is to let the photos on friendster run just like that. over and over again. its really a torture. but i guess, time can heal everything? i really wanna put a fullstop to this obssession.