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Date: Thursday, August 20, 2009
sorry to have turned your life upside down.
i dunno what to do next. im afraid of making any move cos im afraid it may just cause me to lose you totally. perhaps im the selfish one instead by always wanting to do things to keep u by my side.
im screwed right? i am.
Title: belated celebration.
Date: Sunday, August 9, 2009
8th aug 09.
celebrated her birthday with her. went to the zoo in the late morning. the monkeys which she presumed was my ancestors, the large gigantic cockroach, the iced lemon tea, the kfc, the animal shows, the photo takings. followed by up and then hotpot culture at marina square. i hope u enjoyed everything, including the surprise. all those moments are gonna stay etched in my heart.
will this be the last time we hung out like tt tgt? hais.
why must it be all or nothing? i dun understand.
Title: school is starting.
Date: Thursday, August 6, 2009
school is starting in less than a week! like finally. im soo tired of holidays already. (okayy then 2 weeks later when school starts im gonna start complaining about school hahaha)
kailing's 21st birthday celebrtaion last saturday. could see how happy that little princess was that day. all smiles and excitement. especially when everyone was gathered to sing her her birthday song. she's really a lucky girl.. her family, her friends, the important ppl around her, they do care alot for her! her presents were a mole hill. i think like 50 or more ppl turned up? woahhhh. haha. tmr's her actual birthday, so, happy birthday pinkie princess :)
hall camp. hmm. the freshies dont care about me one. im very very sad. :( tried to mingle with them but its so damn difficult. rahh. what a failure senior i am boo. maybe cos i dun spend alot of time with them for the past 3 days? no choice ehhhhhh. =x
okayy preparation for ar. till then.
Title: burnt week.
Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
this week's gonna be a burnt out week. practically no free time at all! work basketball friends. thats my life now. guess i have to start toning down and try getting back to sch mode soon.
and single life is still not my cup of tea.
when sch starts, wonder if things are gonna chg. different universities, different courses. and i stay in the island most of the time. wonder if we'll even get to meet up as often like now.
and as for u, i really hope we can stop quarreling and giving each other cold shoulders over the same issue... its pointless isnt it? its just hurting both u and me. sighs.
idunnowattodo.
Title: (:
Date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
monday:
gl outing at kbox. many of our gls are good singers! thou there are exceptions =x oops im so mean damn. went off to marina sq to meet bindy n boon to get ruth's present. bindy ended up shopping for her own stuff lol. then off we went to ruth's party. :) happy bday ruth! and stop blaming me for your S okayyy. booohooo.
tues:
harry potter with kexin ((: the show sucked like shit. no climax throughout wts. and i refused to believe every one else's negative comments before that. now i believe! but im gg to watch it again on thurs. shugs. haha.
today!
went to hub to meet kexin and waited for ruth the big big shot to come -.- all i had in return was her complaints about me making her get an S. thanks huh ruth! haha. then went to my house. watched ip man. like finally. then met angie to get stuff for koh kailing the birthday gal in one and a half week's time. and then it was surprise time from me to you :)) heheh. yay i surprised u. whee. :D:D
till friday then (:
Title: bored.
Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
so bored that i have nothing better to do but blog.
cant wait for sch to start! to go back to hall life and studying mode. so all these rotting in front of the lappie will stop. feel that life has no purpose nowadays without studying man. haha. everyday jus eat sleep and use the com. gosh. how no life can i get. 3 more weeks to school! 3 weeks faster past. shooooo.
no nice games to play on facebook. no nice shows to watch online. no quizzes for me to do. staying at home is such a chore!
hall camp faster come lahhhh.
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Date:
its been long..
for the past one month, life was nueve pota and work most of the time. relied on these to pass my time faster without being haunted by all the memories. nueve was fun, and an unforgettable experience it was for me as a gl and with the freshies. but something was missing in nueve V for me.. and i guess only one person besides me know wat is it. things have changed so much. those 'promises' (i duno whether they are even considered promises now) that we made, about not gg to chg anything in the next nueve, about how who's gonna change first but yet we both keep saying we wont to each other. but i still hav to accept reality, that life is full of changes. no matter how much i believe and keep faith that i will not change, things that happen in life is still not within my control. or should i say, not only depends on my belief and faith.
but still, despite the imperfection in nueve v, i still enjoyed it all the same, jus imperfect.
no matter how much i wish i could turn back the time to one yr ago, i guess its reli time for me to grow up and learn to let go. instead, now i hope that time can fly past faster, to a time where new memories have been created for me.